I ALWAY'S THOUGHT I WAS SOME- WHAT 'UGLY'... AS I GOT OLDER,I NEVER CONSIDERED MYSELF PRETTY
...I DID THE BEST TO MAKE MYSELF... WISHING I WAS A NATURAL.
AS I GOTTEN OLDER, I EXCEPT MYSELF...NOW HITTING 50, I CANT EXCEPT THE FACT THAT, I AM GETTING OLD... IN REALITY...'I LOST MY FRONT TOOTH'!!! ' IT'S A NIGHTMERE'...
" KARMA"
REALLY GOT ME.. WHY NOW? THIS IS A SERIOUS STAGE OF MY LIFE...
I CANT EVEN BELIEVE...THIS IS HAPPENING...
I CANT AFFORD INSURANCE, I AM NOT MOTIVATED..
I'M SO DEPRESS, I DONT WANT TO BE SEEN LIKE THIS!
YET, I CHOOSE TO SIT IN MY PLACE LIKE A HERMIT..
NOT REACHING OUT, SOCIALIZE, I IGNORE FAMILY.
THIS IS NOT NORMAL...'GOD' I WISH I WAS LIVING , WHEN I THOUGHT I WAS UGLY?
I REGERT IT!
I USE TO SMILE...NOW... I AM 'WORTHLESS.'..WHY ME?